PAST

Looking back at the past
I never know
Whether I should be proud
Or should I cry
For many things
For the family
For the friendship
For the job
For the health issues
For the mental issues
For financial issues
For the causes I support
I barely a human
But I always want
To live more than living
So shall I cry
Or shall I feel happy
Either one
Life goes one
And that one life
I have
I gotta live it well
I gotta keep walking
I gotta keep hoping.

What is the world?

What is the world?

Full of confusion

Full of contradiction

Full of drama

What is the world?

Crying laughing

Full of emotions

Full of feelings

That we try to hide

From the world

Being cool

Being alright

Though inside

The craziness

The pain

Just unbearable.

JUST BEWARE

If only

I can achieve dreams

To be rich

To be awesome

To be respected

To be who I want to be

To be someone

That I know that’s me

Without worrying about

Money

Being isolated

Being sick

Being looked down

Being tired

But life is life

Life does not mean

To be fair

To be all good

Just beware.

SORRY

I’m sorry

For the words I said

I’m sorry

For the wrong on my side

I’m sorry

For my craziness

I’m sorry

For letting you into my life

I’m sorry

For not letting you go

I miss you

I love you.

OH WELL

Oh well

Why so serious

Oh well

Why so sad

Oh well

Why so weird

Oh well

Why so angry

Oh well

Why so worry

Oh well

Why so demanding

Cause I’m a human

And I’m not perfect.

BROTHER

You

You

You

You

Always you

And I

I

I

I

Will always

Remember you

Missing you

My dear brother

My darling

My dear.

DEAR

Dear

Whenever you miss me

Just call my name

Dear

Wherever you miss me

Just remember me

In your heart

That’s where I belong

Call me if you

Still have my number.

WITH YOU

The day

You tell me

To leave you

To never meet you

My heart was broken

Fall to pieces

Again and again

But really

Being together

Is not the right choice

I wish

You are happy

With her.

FOOLISH

NO CHILD IS FOOLISH!
CAUSE
CHILD WILL LEARN
IF YOU TEACH

SMELL

Your smell

So identical

I miss you

Really

Never ever forget

That smell

Tears stream down

Cause I miss you.

I LOVE YOU

I want to ask you

To look at me

And say

I don’t love you

Really darling

I can’t do that to you.

WHY

Why

You have to go

When I need you most

Why

You have to go

When you all I need

Why

You have to go

When my heart

Is with you

Why

You have to go

When you make my heart

Feel whole again

Why

You have to go

When you are

The one I love.

AWESOME LOVE

My Top 15 List of How to Be Healthy and Happy Over 40 (Or Any Age)

The more of these that you incorporate into your daily life, the less likely you are to burn out from stress and the greater your chances are at better health and more happiness.   Eat right, Exercise regularly, Spend a little time every day in silent meditation and nature,  Get plenty of rest and sunshine,  Laugh often,  Be creative, Don't take life so seriously because worry shows up on your face,  Take time regularly to be by yourself and with your friends,  Choose your friends wisely - they have to love, honor, accept, and appreciate you just the way you are (works both ways),  Learn to flow with whatever each moment brings, Savor every moment as if it might be your last,  Travel and explore,  Try new things,  Spend time doing the things that bring you the most joy,   Walk away from anything or anyone that is detrimental to your physical, mental, emotional, or spiritual wellbeing. credit: info@spiritofnature.org

SORRY

Sorry
for everything happened
Sorry
for hurting you
Sorry
for leaving you
Sorry
for letting it out
SORRY FOR EVERYTHING!

ONE DAY

One day
I might think
How foolish I am
To fall helplessly
Into your arms
But you do
Pick me up
When I lost hope
When I have nothing
When I all alone
When I was left
Feeling broken
feeling frozen
You just put
all the pieces
Together
Hug me tightly
And I feel safe
Feel loved
Feel cared of
Feel be loved
But I don't know
How it will go
From now on
I love you.

PEACE

For me
To have peace in mind
Is not easy
It's a long time journey
If you ask me
What I've done with life
I have no answer
Cause living is a game
I stumble
I fall
I pray
I move on
I let go
I gamble
Cause living is an art
Might be a chaos one
But in struggling
You live
Ups and downs
Like a wheel
One day it will stop.

MIGHT BE

Might be
I'm the kind of person
So full of myself
So what?
Self-care is important
Before caring for others.

THE ONE

My life
Is never the same
But I'm not regretting
The things
I've done
They make me
Who I am now
Though I'm not perfect
I'm happy to be me
The one that I want to be.

VOICE

You recognize me from voice
I mesmerize
Really
Do I sound obvious to you?
For that I'm grateful
Knowing you is a bliss
You said I've been alright
I hope it's true
Cause living in hell
Is only surviving
Far from living.