Wednesday, 18 December 2013

PERSPECTIVE

For me
To find perspective
Is not easy
I will lose it
Eventually
I left wondering
Why and how
Life is mystical
Life is weird
But it knocks me hard
And I fall to pieces
I have nothing
To stand on
I’ll fall anytime
I’ll cry
I’ll stumble

And I live half-died.
If you think
You know who I am
You are truly wrong
Cause searching for oneself
Is an ongoing process
For you
And me

Everyone.
Time is precious
A bit late
Will be a waste
A bit early
Need to wait
A late can be an early
An early can be a late
Life is somehow
Desperate
Need to wait

Have to let go.
It’s the wrong kind
Of place
Of attempt
To be cheating on you
To keep you as prisoner
In my own trapped jail
The world that I create

Far from yours.
If you ever wondered
Who I really am
I don’t blame on you
Me myself
Still figuring
What I am made of
Am I real?
Am I destined to have you?
In my life
Or you are just like others
Meant for me
For a short time
And
We just move on
I continue my walk
Though you could be

That special one.
For you
To figure out
My mistakes
And tell me
What should I do
Somehow
I feel weird inside
Like
Why is that so?
What makes you think
You can scan me
You can understand me
You can make me down
What makes you think?
Am I that weak for you?
Am I that dependable?
Am I that weird?
Come on
You don’t know me
And you’ll never know
Me and my weirdness
Yes, this is me

A weirdo.
To be vulnerable
Is not easy for me
Cause I’m trained
To stand on my own
To be great
To be myself.
The hours spent with you
Were such great moments
You are someone great
That I long for
But I’m a loner
I might be that

Forever.
If you understand life
Really
It isn’t perfect
It isn’t promising too
It’s just that
Challenging

Full of promises.
I love myself
More than you know
Then I hijack
My own brain
My own system

Shut down.
It’s just somehow
I don’t understand
why I feel certain feelings
is it normal?
is it hormonal?
what is normal anyway
let it be
just be yourself
just be awesome

better than nothing.

Thursday, 5 December 2013

JOKE

i may be a joke
to you, you and you
laugh at me
while you can
cause
someday
i might be the one
who laugh 
at the joke.

PERFECT

What do you expect?
I'm not perfect
though how hard i try
but people
just that ignorance
demanding
why you this?
why you that?
you should this
you should that
backstabbing
talk behind you
like they know you
no
you are wrong
you don't know me
and you won't
so stop pushing me
interfering my business
i'll stand on my own
cause
even your shadow
leaves you in darkness
i'm perfect anyway
i'm perfect me.

AGAIN

When i talked
i'd share what i felt
my sorrows my fears
i'd laugh 
i'd joke
it showed that
i trusted you
but when you
backstabbed me
and said things
straight to my face
in front others
you
get lost!
and 
it's hard for me
to trust anyone
again.

SOME

Some things
i let them out
some things
i keep them inside
cause no matter
the reality is
you choose
how to live your life
how to react
how to survive
how to live
how to enjoy
your exclusive life
never let others
put you down
cause we live
to prove to ourselves
we can be
as we want to be
living our own life.

Wednesday, 4 December 2013

BRAVE (Sara Bareilles)

You can be amazing
You can turn a phrase into a weapon or a drug
You can be the outcast
Or be the backlash of somebody’s lack of love
Or you can start speaking up
Nothing’s gonna hurt you the way that words do
When they settle ‘neath your skin
Kept on the inside and no sunlight
Sometimes a shadow wins
But I wonder what would happen if you

Say what you wanna say
And let the words fall out
Honestly I wanna see you be brave

With what you want to say
And let the words fall out
Honestly I wanna see you be brave

I just wanna see you
I just wanna see you
I just wanna see you
I wanna see you be brave

I just wanna see you
I just wanna see you
I just wanna see you
I wanna see you be brave

Everybody’s been there,
Everybody’s been stared down by the enemy
Fallen for the fear
And done some disappearing,
Bow down to the mighty
Don’t run, just stop holding your tongue
Maybe there’s a way out of the cage where you live
Maybe one of these days you can let the light in
Show me how big your brave is

Say what you wanna say
And let the words fall out
Honestly I wanna see you be brave

With what you want to say
And let the words fall out
Honestly I wanna see you be brave

And since your history of silence
Won’t do you any good,
Did you think it would?
Let your words be anything but empty
Why don’t you tell them the truth?

Say what you wanna say
And let the words fall out
Honestly I wanna see you be brave

With what you want to say
And let the words fall out
Honestly I wanna see you be brave

I just wanna see you
I just wanna see you
I just wanna see you
I wanna see you be brave

I just wanna see you
I just wanna see you
I just wanna see you
See you be brave

I just wanna see you
I just wanna see you
I just wanna see you

I just wanna see you
I just wanna see you
I just wanna see you

Don't Stop Believing (Journey)

Just a small town girl
Livin' in a lonely world
She took the midnight train
Goin' anywhere
Just a city boy
Born and raised in South Detroit
He took the midnight train
Goin' anywhere

A singer in a smokey room
A smell of wine and cheap perfume
For a smile they can share the night
It goes on and on and on and on

Strangers waiting
Up and down the boulevard
Their shadows searching
In the night
Streetlights, people
Livin' just to find emotion
Hidin' somewhere in the night

Workin' hard to get my fill
Everybody wants a thrill
Payin' anything to roll the dice
Just one more time
Some will win
Some will lose
Some were born to sing the blues
Oh, the movie never ends
It goes on and on and on and on

Strangers waiting
Up and down the boulevard
Their shadows searching
In the night
Streetlights, people
Livin' just to find emotion
Hidin' somewhere in the night

[Instrumental interlude]

Don't stop believin'
Hold on to that feelin'
Streetlights, people
Don't stop believin'
Hold on to that feelin'
Streetlights, people

GOOD LIFE (One Republic)

Woke up in London yesterday 
Found myself in the city near Piccadilly 
Don't really know how I got here 
I got some pictures on my phone 

New names and numbers that I don't know 
Address to places like Abbey Road 
Day turns to night, night turns to whatever we want 
We're young enough to say

Oh this has gotta be the good life 
This has gotta be the good life 
This could really be a good life, good life 

Say oh, got this feeling that you can't fight 
Like this city is on fire tonight 
This could really be a good life 
A good, good life 

To my friends in New York, I say hello 
My friends in L.A. they don't know 
Where I've been for the past few years or so 
Paris to China to Colorado

Sometimes there's airplanes I can't jump out 
Sometimes there's bullshit that don't work now 
We all got our stories but please tell me-e-e-e
What there is to complain about 

When you're happy like a fool 
Let it take you over 
When everything is out 
You gotta take it in 

Oh this has gotta be the good life 
This has gotta be the good life 
This could really be a good life, good life 

Say oh, got this feeling that you can't fight 
Like this city is on fire tonight 
This could really be a good life 
A good, good life

Hopelessly 
I feel like there might be something that I'll miss 
Hopelessly 
I feel like the window closes oh so quick 
Hopelessly 
I'm taking a mental picture of you now 
'Cause hopelessly 
The hope is we have so much to feel good about

Oh this has gotta be the good life 
This has gotta be the good life 
This could really be a good life, good life 

Say oh, got this feeling that you can't fight 
Like this city is on fire tonight 
This could really be a good life 
A good, good life

Oh yeah
Good, good life
Good life
Ooh

Listen
My friends in New York, I say hello
My friends in L.A. they don't know 
Where I've been for the past few years or so 
Paris to China to Colorado

Sometimes there's airplanes I can't jump out 
Sometimes there's bullshit that don't work now 
We all got our stories but please tell me-e-e-e
What there is to complain about

PLAY ON (Carrie Underwood)

What you're gonna do when the show is over
What you're gonna sing when the the song ends
How you're gonna cope when there is no closure
Where you're gonna reach when the goal gets higher
How you're gonna make it through
When you think you lost your chance

Play on when you're losing the game
Play on 'cause you're gonna make mistakes
It's always worth the sacrifice
Even when you think you're wrong
So play on

Even when the floodgates swing wide open
Never let the current take you down, no
Even when you're not sure where you're going
Swimming through a mess and you can't get out
Just going through the motions
Trying not to drown

Play on when you're losing the game
Play on 'cause you're gonna make mistakes
It's always worth the sacrifice
Even when you think you're wrong
So play on

Even through a storm on the darkest night
Don't you ever give up the fight
Even when you feel you're all alone

Play on, play on

Play on when you're losing the game
Play on 'cause you're gonna make mistakes
It's always worth the sacrifice
Even when you think you're wrong
So play on

STRIP ME (Natasha Bedingfield)

La-la-la-la-la la 
lala la la-la la lala 
[repeat]

Everyday I fight for all my future somethings 
A thousand little wars I have to choose between 
I could spend a lifetime earning things I don't need 
That's like chasing rainbows and coming home empty 

And if you strip me, strip it all away 
If you strip me, what would you find 
If you strip me, strip it all away 
I'll be alright 

Take what you want steal my pride 
Build me up or cut me down to size 
Shut me out but I'll just scream 
I'm only one voice in a million 
But you ain't taking that from me (oh ooh) 
You ain't taking that from me (oh oh) 
You ain't taking that from me (oh oh) 
You ain't taking that from me (oh oh) 
You ain't taking that! 

I don't need a microphone yeah 
To say what I've been thinking 
My heart is like a loudspeaker 
That's always on eleven 

And if you strip me, strip it all away 
If you strip me, what would you find 
If you strip me, strip it all away 
I'm still the same 

Take what you want steal my pride 
Build me up or cut me down to size 
Shut me out but I'll just scream 
I'm only one voice in a million 
But you ain't taking that from me (oh ooh) 
You ain't taking that from me (oh oh) 
You ain't taking that from me (oh oh) 
You ain't taking that from me (oh oh) 
You ain't taking that! 

Cause when it all boils down at the end of the day 
It's what you do and say that makes you who you are 
Makes you think about, think about it doesn't it 
Sometimes all it takes is one voice 

Take what you want steal my pride 
Build me up or cut me down to size 
Shut me out but I'll just scream 
I'm only one voice in a million 
But you ain't taking that from me (oh ooh) 
You ain't taking that from me (oh oh) 
You ain't taking that from me (oh oh) 
You ain't taking that from me (oh oh) 
You ain't taking that! 
[repeat]

FIGHTER (Christina Aguilera)

[Spoken:]
After all that you put me through,
You think I'd despise you,
But in the end I wanna thank you,
'Cause you've made me that much stronger

Well I thought I knew you, thinkin' that you were true
Guess I, I couldn't trust called your bluff time is up
'Cause I've had enough
You were there by my side, always down for the ride
But your joy ride just came down in flames 'cause your greed sold me out in shame

After all of the stealing and cheating you probably think that I hold resentment for you
But uh uh, oh no, you're wrong
'Cause if it wasn't for all that you tried to do, I wouldn't know
Just how capable I am to pull through
So I wanna say thank you
'Cause it

[Chorus:]
Makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

Never saw it coming, all of your backstabbing
Just so you could cash in on a good thing before I'd realize your game
I heard you're going round playing the victim now
But don't even begin feeling I'm the one to blame
'Cause you dug your own grave
After all of the fights and the lies 'cause you're wanting to haunt me
But that won't work anymore, no more,
It's over
'Cause if it wasn't for all of your torture
I wouldn't know how to be this way now and never back down
So I wanna say thank you
'Cause it

[Chorus]

How could this man I thought I knew
Turn out to be unjust so cruel
Could only see the good in you
Pretend not to see the truth
You tried to hide your lies, disguise yourself
Through living in denial
But in the end you'll see
YOU-WON'T-STOP-ME

I am a fighter and I
I ain't gonna stop
There is no turning back
I've had enough

[Chorus]

You thought I would forget
But I remembered
'Cause I remembered
I remembered
You thought I would forget
I remembered
'Cause I remembered
I remembered

[Chorus]

Who Says (Selena Gomez)

I wouldn't wanna be anybody else, hey

[Verse 1]
You made me insecure,
Told me I wasn’t good enough.
But who are you to judge
When you’re a diamond in the rough?
I’m sure you got some things
You’d like to change about yourself.
But when it comes to me
I wouldn’t want to be anybody else.

Na na na na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na na na na

I’m no beauty queen
I’m just beautiful me

Na na na na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na na na na

You’ve got every right
To a beautiful life
C'mon

[Chorus:]
Who says, who says you're not perfect?
Who says you're not worth it?
Who says you're the only one that's hurtin'?
Trust me, that's the price of beauty
Who says you're not pretty?
Who says you're not beautiful?
Who says?

[Verse 2:]
It’s such a funny thing
How nothing’s funny when it’s you
You tell ‘em what you mean
But they keep whiting out the truth
It’s like a work of art
That never gets to see the light
Keep you beneath the stars
Won’t let you touch the sky

Na na na na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na na na na

I’m no beauty queen
I’m just beautiful me

Na na na na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na na na na

You’ve got every right
To a beautiful life
C'mon

[Chorus:]
Who says, who says you're not perfect?
Who says you're not worth it?
Who says you're the only one that's hurtin'?
Trust me, that's the price of beauty
Who says you're not pretty?
Who says you're not beautiful?
Who says?

[Bridge:]
Who says you’re not star potential?
Who says you’re not presidential?
Who says you can’t be in movies?
Listen to me, listen to me
Who says you don’t pass the test?
Who says you can’t be the best?
Who said, who said?
Would you tell me who said that?
Yeah, who said?

[Chorus:]
Who says, who says you're not perfect? (yeah)
Who says you're not worth it? (yeah yeah)
Who says you're the only one that's hurtin'? (oh)
Trust me, that's the price of beauty (hey yeah, beauty)
Who says you're not pretty? (who said?)
Who says you're not beautiful? (I'm just beautiful me)
Who says?

Who says you're not perfect?
Who says you're not worth it?
Who says you're the only one that's hurtin'?

Trust me (yeah), that's the price of beauty
Who says you're not pretty? (who says you're not beautiful?)
Who says?

We Can (Leann Rimes)

They'll try to stop the dream we're dreamin'
But they can't stop us from believing

They will fill your head with doubt
But that won't stop us now
So let them say we can't do it
Put up a road block
We'll just run right through it.. Cause...

We can, do the impossible
We have the power in our hands
And we won't stop 'cause we've got
To make a difference in this life
With one voice, one heart, two hands, we can

They say the odds are stacked against us
But that can't hold us back, we will be relentless
There's a voice they're gonna hear
A voice so loud and clear
So let them say we can't do it, give us a mountain,
and we're gonna move it.. cause..

We can, do the impossible
We have the power in our hands, and we won't stop
Cause we've got to make a difference in this life
With one voice, one heart, Two hands, we can

We're gonna make a change today (make a change today)
Because we've got the faith it takes
To win this race, so let them say we can't do it
Put up a road block
And we'll just run right through it cuz..

We can, do the impossible
We have the power in our hands and we won't stop
Cos we've got to make a difference in this life
With one voice, one heart Two hands, we can

I can (oh I can)
Do the impossible (do the impossible)
I have the power in my hands, and I won't stop
Cause I've got to make a difference in this life
With my one voice, one heart, two hands, we can

Bulletproof (La Roux)

Been there, done that, messed around
I'm having fun, don't put me down
I'll never let you sweep me off my feet
I won't let you in again
The messages I tried to send
My information's just not going in

I'm burning bridges shore to shore
I break away from something more
I'm not turned off to love until it's cheap
Been there, done that, messed around
I'm having fun, don't put me down
I'll never let you sweep me off my feet

This time baby,
I'll be, bulletproof
This time baby,
I'll be, bulletproof

I won't let you turn around
And tell me now I'm much too proud
To walk away from something when it's dead
Do, do, do, your dirty words
Come out to play when you are hurt
There are certain things that should be left unsaid

Tick, tick, tick, tick on the watch
And life's too short for me to stop
Oh, baby, your time is running out
I won't let you turn around
And tell me now I'm much too proud
All you do is fill me up with doubt


This time baby,
I'll be, bulletproof
This time baby,
I'll be, bulletproof [repeat 2x]
This time...I'll be...bulletproof [repeat 2x]

This time baby,
I'll be, bulletproof
This time baby,
I'll be, bulletproof [repeat 2x]