Monday, 29 September 2014

THE WAY


It’s just the way I am
It’s just the way you are
I don’t expect you
To be what I like
I don’t want to be
As you like either
We are too different
I am me
You are you
We are great together
Though our worlds
Differ apart.

DARLING


Darling
I’m sorry
I don’t mean
To forget you
To deny your right
But it’s hard too
When you
Don’t want to search for
Where I am
Thus I forget you
I am truly sorry.

Tuesday, 23 September 2014

OWN

You put me aside
Like I'm nothing
Really
I feel foolish
Believing you
Why should I?
We are nothing
You've someone
To call your own
How can I?
Call you my own.

THINGS

The things
You say
Capture my heart
The smell
You wear
Make me comfortable
The memories
We cherish together
Will be carved in my heart
Might turn to bad memories
Anytime
At least when ignoring me
Is the choice you make.

THE CALL

Call me anything you want
Possessive
Idealistic
Dreamer
Idiot
Psychotic
Anything
I will be as I am
Sharing life with you
Is a choice that I make.

Sunday, 21 September 2014

REFLECTION



WANDERING







CRAZY LOVE

What may I call
This craziness?
Hungry for love
Hungry for attention
Hungry for care
I just can’t explain
Why I have to hurt
Other’s heart
For my own benefit
But you give me hope
And I might misunderstand
All the attention
All the love
All the care
Just hoping
You are always there
When I need you
Cause you are part
Of my life

Of my heart.

DEAR

I don’t know
What’s so special
About you dear
I love your smell
The way you treat me
Just like no other
For you
I’ll do anything dear
But you are not mine
Should I release you?
Out of my mind
Out of my heart
But dear

I’m in love with you.

Thursday, 18 September 2014

WHAT DO I STAND FOR?

- Financial freedom
- Education 
- Entertainment
- Gender equality
- Freedom of chasing dreams
- Poverty
- Palestine
- Oppressed people
- Orphans
- Art and culture
- Nature
- Mental illness
- Physical illness

Sunday, 14 September 2014

VIOLENCE

Violence
Can happen between family
Among friends
Among strangers
Among races
Among nations
Nothing could stop violence
Unlimited
Unless we're showered
With dignity and bound
humility and understanding.

LIFE

Life is not for those
Who don't dare to move
And taking chances
Pleasing others is not
Always good
Cause your destiny
Is in your hands
They might tell you 
what to do
how to behave
what to wear
But you decide yourself
What to do
With your short and fragile life
For me
I choose to take chances
Though I might not always know
What will come next.

SHOOTING

Shooting for stars
Aiming for moon
So if you are landed
Might be on green grass

OKAY

I'm not proud of many things
I've done in my fragile life
I'm not proud of many things
I've chosen to do
I'm not proud of the mistakes
Though I've learnt from them
I'm not proud being me
Cause I'm not perfect
But life goes on
I stumble, I fall and I pray
Just being me
Awesome me.

Thursday, 4 September 2014

LATELY

Lately
I've been so intriguing
Of what
Does matter in life
Cause horrible as it is
I'll never see the light
Coming towards me
I am a fool
That strive to live everyday
People might say things
I don't want to hear
Cause in my world
I'm the queen
I'm the captain
Of my own castle
Of my own ship.

YOU SAY

Whatever you say
I might accept
But for me
To take everything
Ruining my own life
I bet to differ
I know the difference
Between accepting wisely
And accepting foolishly
You may say anything
But in the end
You won't be there
When I need someone most.

PEOPLE

Don't be so hard
People might say
But the same people
Will put you to the end
Make you feel so nothing
Why? Why? Why?
Nothing matters
As long as
We still breathe
Forgiveness
Acceptance
Worrisome
Doubtful
Happiness
Sadness
Mixing like hell
Finding the call
Searching the way
To everlasting end.

ODD

It might be hard
For you
But it's harder for me
Every things
Every little steps
Just make me dizzy
Make me wondering
Why it is hard
To find the winner
In battling oneself
I'm odd
I'm special.

DEAD AND ALIVE

Vulnerability
Is so me
But I try
To be someone
That I can proud of
So please
Give me chance
To be me
Don't ever tell me
I'm not worthy
I can't do what I want to do 
I am meek and so on
I know who I am
Don't point it
Straight to my face
I already dead
Long before I am alive.

LONG LIVE!

The reason I do
What I have to do Is Easy
I have to live
I have to move on
I have to think
Life is not simple either
You always think
Things will get better
You will be alright
Somehow it is
But not all the time
There's time when
You have to walk away
Mark your own trail
Cause the road
Is not going to be easy
The path is not for everyone
You are you
They are they.
You'll never be them
They'll never be you
Long live!

DESIRE

Desire
Is something big
You have to be brave
To fight
Cause it is an enemy
Within yourself
Not easy to detect
Not easy to erase
You'll succumb to desire
Till you over it
And make it a good one
Not the one
That will ruin you
And leave you suffering. 

KARMA

I should say
I am sorry
For many things
For many persons
But being me
Life is not easy
Deep down
I hope for serenity
Cause I believe in
KARMA