WHAT MAKES A POLITICIAN?

Politicians know what they are doing because they are the directors. People are staged to play parts in the drama. The drama can be either good or bad; it reflects the director’s skills. But, the directors’ life depends on the producer. You can choose to be either directors or actors. But, you cannot and will never be the producer.

SUN SHINES BRIGHT

POPULAR CULTURE

I guess you really did it this time
Left yourself in your warpath
Lost your balance on a tightrope
Lost your mind tryin' to get it back

Wasn't it easier in your lunchbox days?
Always a bigger bed to crawl into
Wasn't it beautiful when you believed in everything?
And everybody believed in you?

It's all right, just wait and see
Your string of lights is still bright to me
Oh, who you are is not where you've been
You're still an innocent
You're still an innocent


There's some things you can't speak of
But tonight you'll live it all again
You wouldn't be shattered on the floor now
If only you would sing what you know now then

Wasn't it easier in your firefly-catchin' days?
And everything out of reach, someone bigger brought down to you
Wasn't it beautiful runnin' wild 'til you fell asleep?
Before the monsters caught up to you?

It's all right, just wait and see
Your string of lights is still bright to me
Oh, who you are is not where you've been
You're still an innocent

It's okay, life is a tough crowd
32, and still growin' up now
Who you are is not what you did
You're still an innocent

Time turns flames to embers
You'll have new Septembers
Every one of us has messed up too

Lives change like the weather
I hope you remember
Today is never to late to
Be brand new

It's all right, just wait and see
Your string of lights are still bright to me
Oh, who you are is not where you've been
You're still an innocent

It's okay, life is a tough crowd
32, and still growin' up now
Who you are is not what you did
You're still an innocent

30 PLACES TO VISIT BEFORE YOU DIE

1. LONDON, UNITED KINGDOM
2. PARIS, FRANCE
3. NEW YORK, USA
4. DUBAI, UNITED ARAB EMIRATES
5. ISTANBUL, TURKEY
6. SWEDEN
7. SINGAPORE
8. SAUDI ARABIA
9. SEOUL, SOUTH KOREA
10. JORDAN
11. BRUNEI
12. MELBOURNE, AUSTRALIA
13. GREENLAND
14. SANTORINI, GREECE
15. MOSCOW, RUSSIA
16. IRELAND
17. ICELAND
18. EGYPT
19. SHANGHAI, CHINA
20. TOKYO, JAPAN
21. BANDUNG, INDONESIA
22. CHENNAI, INDIA
23. MAURITIUS
24. ALASKA, USA
25. ROME, ITALY
26. QUEENSTOWN, NEW ZEALAND
27. KUALA LUMPUR, MALAYSIA
28. RIO DE JANEIRO, BRAZIL
29. ANTARTICA
30. MADRID, SPAIN

THE HEAT

PAST

Looking back at the past
I never know
Whether I should be proud
Or should I cry
For many things
For the family
For the friendship
For the job
For the health issues
For the mental issues
For financial issues
For the causes I support
I barely a human
But I always want
To live more than living
So shall I cry
Or shall I feel happy
Either one
Life goes one
And that one life
I have
I gotta live it well
I gotta keep walking
I gotta keep hoping.

What is the world?

What is the world?

Full of confusion

Full of contradiction

Full of drama

What is the world?

Crying laughing

Full of emotions

Full of feelings

That we try to hide

From the world

Being cool

Being alright

Though inside

The craziness

The pain

Just unbearable.

JUST BEWARE

If only

I can achieve dreams

To be rich

To be awesome

To be respected

To be who I want to be

To be someone

That I know that’s me

Without worrying about

Money

Being isolated

Being sick

Being looked down

Being tired

But life is life

Life does not mean

To be fair

To be all good

Just beware.

SORRY

I’m sorry

For the words I said

I’m sorry

For the wrong on my side

I’m sorry

For my craziness

I’m sorry

For letting you into my life

I’m sorry

For not letting you go

I miss you

I love you.

OH WELL

Oh well

Why so serious

Oh well

Why so sad

Oh well

Why so weird

Oh well

Why so angry

Oh well

Why so worry

Oh well

Why so demanding

Cause I’m a human

And I’m not perfect.

BROTHER

You

You

You

You

Always you

And I

I

I

I

Will always

Remember you

Missing you

My dear brother

My darling

My dear.

DEAR

Dear

Whenever you miss me

Just call my name

Dear

Wherever you miss me

Just remember me

In your heart

That’s where I belong

Call me if you

Still have my number.

WITH YOU

The day

You tell me

To leave you

To never meet you

My heart was broken

Fall to pieces

Again and again

But really

Being together

Is not the right choice

I wish

You are happy

With her.

FOOLISH

NO CHILD IS FOOLISH!
CAUSE
CHILD WILL LEARN
IF YOU TEACH

SMELL

Your smell

So identical

I miss you

Really

Never ever forget

That smell

Tears stream down

Cause I miss you.

I LOVE YOU

I want to ask you

To look at me

And say

I don’t love you

Really darling

I can’t do that to you.

WHY

Why

You have to go

When I need you most

Why

You have to go

When you all I need

Why

You have to go

When my heart

Is with you

Why

You have to go

When you make my heart

Feel whole again

Why

You have to go

When you are

The one I love.

AWESOME LOVE

My Top 15 List of How to Be Healthy and Happy Over 40 (Or Any Age)

The more of these that you incorporate into your daily life, the less likely you are to burn out from stress and the greater your chances are at better health and more happiness.   Eat right, Exercise regularly, Spend a little time every day in silent meditation and nature,  Get plenty of rest and sunshine,  Laugh often,  Be creative, Don't take life so seriously because worry shows up on your face,  Take time regularly to be by yourself and with your friends,  Choose your friends wisely - they have to love, honor, accept, and appreciate you just the way you are (works both ways),  Learn to flow with whatever each moment brings, Savor every moment as if it might be your last,  Travel and explore,  Try new things,  Spend time doing the things that bring you the most joy,   Walk away from anything or anyone that is detrimental to your physical, mental, emotional, or spiritual wellbeing. credit: info@spiritofnature.org

SORRY

Sorry
for everything happened
Sorry
for hurting you
Sorry
for leaving you
Sorry
for letting it out
SORRY FOR EVERYTHING!

ONE DAY

One day
I might think
How foolish I am
To fall helplessly
Into your arms
But you do
Pick me up
When I lost hope
When I have nothing
When I all alone
When I was left
Feeling broken
feeling frozen
You just put
all the pieces
Together
Hug me tightly
And I feel safe
Feel loved
Feel cared of
Feel be loved
But I don't know
How it will go
From now on
I love you.

PEACE

For me
To have peace in mind
Is not easy
It's a long time journey
If you ask me
What I've done with life
I have no answer
Cause living is a game
I stumble
I fall
I pray
I move on
I let go
I gamble
Cause living is an art
Might be a chaos one
But in struggling
You live
Ups and downs
Like a wheel
One day it will stop.

MIGHT BE

Might be
I'm the kind of person
So full of myself
So what?
Self-care is important
Before caring for others.

THE ONE

My life
Is never the same
But I'm not regretting
The things
I've done
They make me
Who I am now
Though I'm not perfect
I'm happy to be me
The one that I want to be.

VOICE

You recognize me from voice
I mesmerize
Really
Do I sound obvious to you?
For that I'm grateful
Knowing you is a bliss
You said I've been alright
I hope it's true
Cause living in hell
Is only surviving
Far from living.

THE WAY

It’s just the way I am

It’s just the way you are

I don’t expect you

To be what I like

I don’t want to be

As you like either

We are too different

I am me

You are you

We are great together

Though our worlds

Differ apart.

DARLING

Darling

I’m sorry

I don’t mean

To forget you

To deny your right

But it’s hard too

When you

Don’t want to search for

Where I am

Thus I forget you

I am truly sorry.

OWN

You put me aside

Like I'm nothing

Really

I feel foolish

Believing you

Why should I?

We are nothing

You've someone

To call your own

How can I?

Call you my own.

THINGS

The things
You say
Capture my heart
The smell
You wear
Make me comfortable
The memories
We cherish together
Will be carved in my heart
Might turn to bad memories
Anytime
At least when ignoring me
Is the choice you make.

THE CALL

Call me anything you want
Possessive
Idealistic
Dreamer
Idiot
Psychotic
Anything
I will be as I am
Sharing life with you
Is a choice that I make.

REFLECTION

WANDERING

CRAZY LOVE

What may I call

This craziness?

Hungry for love

Hungry for attention

Hungry for care

I just can’t explain

Why I have to hurt

Other’s heart

For my own benefit

But you give me hope

And I might misunderstand

All the attention

All the love

All the care

Just hoping

You are always there

When I need you

Cause you are part

Of my life

Of my heart.

DEAR

I don’t know

What’s so special

About you dear

I love your smell

The way you treat me

Just like no other

For you

I’ll do anything dear

But you are not mine

Should I release you?

Out of my mind

Out of my heart

But dear

I’m in love with you.

WHAT DO I STAND FOR?

- Financial freedom
- Education 
- Entertainment
- Gender equality
- Freedom of chasing dreams
- Poverty
- Palestine
- Oppressed people
- Orphans
- Art and culture
- Nature
- Mental illness
- Physical illness

VIOLENCE

Violence
Can happen between family
Among friends
Among strangers
Among races
Among nations
Nothing could stop violence
Unlimited
Unless we're showered
With dignity and bound
humility and understanding.

LIFE

Life is not for those
Who don't dare to move
And taking chances
Pleasing others is not
Always good
Cause your destiny
Is in your hands
They might tell you 
what to do
how to behave
what to wear
But you decide yourself
What to do
With your short and fragile life
For me
I choose to take chances
Though I might not always know
What will come next.

SHOOTING

Shooting for stars

Aiming for moon

So if you are landed

Might be on green grass

OKAY

I'm not proud of many things
I've done in my fragile life
I'm not proud of many things
I've chosen to do
I'm not proud of the mistakes
Though I've learnt from them
I'm not proud being me
Cause I'm not perfect
But life goes on
I stumble, I fall and I pray
Just being me
Awesome me.

LATELY

Lately
I've been so intriguing
Of what
Does matter in life
Cause horrible as it is
I'll never see the light
Coming towards me
I am a fool
That strive to live everyday
People might say things
I don't want to hear
Cause in my world
I'm the queen
I'm the captain
Of my own castle
Of my own ship.

YOU SAY

Whatever you say

I might accept

But for me

To take everything

Ruining my own life

I bet to differ

I know the difference

Between accepting wisely

And accepting foolishly

You may say anything

But in the end

You won't be there

When I need someone most.

PEOPLE

Don't be so hard
People might say
But the same people
Will put you to the end
Make you feel so nothing
Why? Why? Why?
Nothing matters
As long as
We still breathe
Forgiveness
Acceptance
Worrisome
Doubtful
Happiness
Sadness
Mixing like hell
Finding the call
Searching the way
To everlasting end.

ODD

It might be hard
For you
But it's harder for me
Every things
Every little steps
Just make me dizzy
Make me wondering
Why it is hard
To find the winner
In battling oneself
I'm odd
I'm special.

DEAD AND ALIVE

Vulnerability

Is so me

But I try

To be someone

That I can proud of

So please

Give me chance

To be me

Don't ever tell me

I'm not worthy

I can't do what I want to do 

I am meek and so on

I know who I am

Don't point it

Straight to my face

I already dead

Long before I am alive.

LONG LIVE!

The reason I do

What I have to do Is Easy

I have to live

I have to move on

I have to think

Life is not simple either

You always think

Things will get better

You will be alright

Somehow it is

But not all the time

There's time when

You have to walk away

Mark your own trail

Cause the road

Is not going to be easy

The path is not for everyone

You are you

They are they.

You'll never be them

They'll never be you

Long live!

DESIRE

Desire
Is something big
You have to be brave
To fight
Cause it is an enemy
Within yourself
Not easy to detect
Not easy to erase
You'll succumb to desire
Till you over it
And make it a good one
Not the one
That will ruin you
And leave you suffering. 

KARMA

I should say
I am sorry
For many things
For many persons
But being me
Life is not easy
Deep down
I hope for serenity
Cause I believe in
KARMA

IF

If you are an educator
don't ever tell
you have no desire
to educate
to be the change
no big ambition
cause if you are
hopeless
less ambition
what about the pupils?

GET OVER

If you ask me
I'm never getting over
anything
insecurities
fill every spaces
I stumble
I fall
I pray
So if you ask me
whether anything
resides in my heart
a lot, dear
and I can't find
ways to forget
I may smile
I may laugh
I may be upset
I may get angry
but
I just don't know
expressing
is not my talent.

RAIN AND ME

DREAMS

I have dreams

to travel around the world

Being the one

who observes

Nature

People

Cultures

Without having to be

Other than who I am

But dream is just a dream

If I stay at one place

And move nowhere.

US

Everybody has
weaknesses
strengths
bad times
good times
battles to fight
but mine
somehow quite obvious
I don't know why
life seems
so confusing
ups and downs
I do hope
one day
I'll find my own place
in this big wild world
though it might be
impossible. 

I FEAR

No money

no freedom

no ones to turn to

no entertainment

no health

no food

no water

no sunshine

no proper clothes

no place to sleep

no respect

no dignity

CONFESSION

YOU SAY
I'M A DREAMER
YES I AM!
YOU SAY
I'M IMAGINING MUCH
YES I AM!
YOU SAY
BE PERSEVERE
I AGREE!
MAY ONE DAY
WE MEET AGAIN!

ONE DAY (PARIS! LONDON! NEW YORK! GREECE! ITALY!)