100 Ways to Happiness

1.       Drink Chai Tea

2.       Go to the beach

3.       Reading comic

4.       Watching movie

5.       Watching theater

6.       Writing a poem

7.       Eating an apple

8.       Listening radio

9.       Watching Teletubbies

10.   Doing charity

11.   Visiting museum

12.   Visiting art gallery

13.   Watching game at museum

14.   Visiting zoo

15.   Having a pet

16.   Google-ing

17.   Facebook-ing

18.   Instagram-ing

19.   Praying

20.   Be grateful

21.   Singing

22.   Talking

23.   Visiting theme park

24.   Shopping

25.   Sunbathing

26.   Having a massage

27.   Doing facial

28.   Spending on wish lists

29.   Giving present

30.   Celebrating a birthday

31.   Learning new language

32.   Learning new skills

33.   Have a cup of coffee

34.   Celebrating wedding

35.   Looking at nature wonder

36.   Visiting other countries

37.   Hiking

38.   Cycling

39.   Running

40.   Collecting stamps

41.   Playing chess

42.   Collecting postcards

43.   Returning home

44.   Making new friends

45.   Sending letters

46.   Doing random kindness

47.   Greeting people

48.   Giving tips

49.   Eating salmon

50.   Going to book fair

51.   Going to orchestra

52.   Playing badminton

53.   Playing tennis

54.   Playing football

55.   Celebrating festivals

56.   Cleaning room

57.   Helping elders

58.   Playing with children

59.   Making a will

60.   Watching live music performance

61.   Having flight

62.   Painting

63.   Dancing

64.   Grooming up

65.   Making pottery

66.   Having new gadgets

67.   Doing crosswords

68.   Reading on philosophies

69.   Compose a song

70.   Blogging

71.   Taking pictures

72.   Editing a video

73.   Posting videos to Youtube

74.   Graduating from university

75.   Spending time at hotels

76.   Sailing

77.   Playing bowling

78.   Investing

79.   Teaching

80.   Organize a party

81.   Housekeeping

82.   Playing computer games

83.   Visiting game arcade

84.   Compete in competitions

85.   Fight for your rights

86.   Gardening

87.   Observing people and things

88.   Thinking about thinking

89.   Trying new recipes

90.   Sewing

91.   Going out with family

92.   Going out with friends

93.   Visiting sick people

94.   Sketching

95.   Sleeping

96.   Exercising

97.   Playing musical instruments

98.   Planning future

99.   Reminiscence the past

100.            Making own “100 Ways to Happiness”

WRECKING BALL (MILEY CYRUS)

We clawed, we chained our hearts in vain
We jumped never asking why
We kissed, I fell under your spell.
A love no one could deny

Don't you ever say I just walked away
I will always want you
I can't live a lie, running for my life
I will always want you

I came in like a wrecking ball
I never hit so hard in love
All I wanted was to break your walls
All you ever did was wreck me
Yeah, you, you wreck me

I put you high up in the sky
And now, you're not coming down
It slowly turned, you let me burn
And now, we're ashes on the ground

Don't you ever say I just walked away
I will always want you
I can't live a lie, running for my life
I will always want you

I came in like a wrecking ball
I never hit so hard in love
All I wanted was to break your walls
All you ever did was wreck me

I came in like a wrecking ball
Yeah, I just closed my eyes and swung
Left me crashing in a blazing fall
All you ever did was wreck me
Yeah, you, you wreck me

I never meant to start a war
I just wanted you to let me in
And instead of using force
I guess I should've let you win
I never meant to start a war
I just wanted you to let me in
I guess I should've let you win

Don't you ever say I just walked away
I will always want you

I came in like a wrecking ball
I never hit so hard in love
All I wanted was to break your walls
All you ever did was wreck me

I came in like a wrecking ball
Yeah, I just closed my eyes and swung
Left me crashing in a blazing fall
All you ever did was wreck me
Yeah, you, you wreck me
Yeah, you, you wreck me

NOTE

Don't be too hard

on my emotions

please

i swear

i try my best

i just

want to keep my sanity.

i need time

on my own

to ponder

to wonder

to reflect

to relax

to gain energy

to have vision

to relinquish hope

to wipe tears

to accept fears

so i can shine

once again

forever.

think about it

i like to hide

and think

people won't notice

i like to act

and wish

people won't realize

truly

i might be wrong

i might be right

i still

love being me

my strengths

my flaws

all mine.

somehow

my head

feels like exploding

cause too much

thinking

information

worries

and my body

feels so fragile

cause

too big burden

too much hard work

less rest

less relax

less money

less happiness.

KEEP MOTIVATED

Cold Tea & Smelly Nappies

1) First off tell us your name and what you do…  My name is Mia. I like writing, observing, travelling, complaining and doing as I wish. I believe that we are the captain of our own life.

2) I live at home with… my awesome yet demanding housemates.

3) My favourite thing to eat is…  chicken. But, it makes me gain weight easily.

4) When I get cross I… loss my temper, complaining, and being moody the rest of the day.

5) Sometimes I worry because… I feel like I am underestimated or overestimated. I worry about myself a lot.

6) My favourite book is… anything that can trigger my thinking and boost my confidence. 

7) My favourite toy is … my laptop. I can do anything with that.

8) I dislike… being told to do anything, being commented, being judged.

9) When I grow up I want to be… I'm an adult now. I want to do anything that I like and go to the places that I want to go.

BELIEVE

Confident
I am
Maybe not
You just don't know
My story
My life
My struggle
My awesomeness
My everything
So stop judging
In term of confidence
Cause
I'm unhappy
By your remarks
Like
How should I act?
Why always me?
Why?
But
In the end
Why should I care?
Let it be
Judge as you please
But
I am who I am
I am what I believe.

IF YOU KNOW ME

I’m not happy

I don’t know why

Too much worries

Too much burden

I’m not happy.

I’m not the one

Who will leave

Myself to circumstances

I like to own myself

I like to be my own

Sailor.

I feel like

I have a big problem

About who I am

And who I want to be

I try to keep

My perspective

But

It’s hard sometimes

I feel so lost.

WE ARE

I like to hurt others

but i don't like

others hurt me

i like to manipulate others

but i don't like

others manipulate me

i like to deceive others

but i don't like

others deceive me

i'm just another

human being

a mean human being

a weird human being.

GAME

Don't use that sentence
to me
i'm the master 
of ignorant
i know better than that
it's up to you
don't you remember
the old game?
i figured you out
why oh why?
LOL

COOL

I thought we are

just bent

not broken

but

i guess

i'm wrong

we are indeed

more than broken

maybe

tore to pieces

i still look for you

watch your back

but

i am nothing to you

what goes around

comes around

i did this to many people

then

why should i care?

MY WAY

I'm no less than you

I'm no better than you

but i fight

to be the best i can

cause u know

how hurt it is

to be left behind

to be humiliated

to be looked down upon

cause everyone deserves

to live life he wants

and me

i want to live a respected life

i want to have a grand life

i won't settle for less

that's why

i strive for perfection

though the truth is

no one is perfect

i don't care

i just want to live my life

in my own way.

PEOPLE

People
always look for
weaknesses
weirdness
mistakes
limitations
somehow
i just don't understand
l live a life of full
in my own way
i don't like others
interfere my private life
if it involves work
i can live with it
but it's my personal life
i can't accept it
truly
don't put me down
with stuff like that
yes it will affect me
but it won't tear me
i will rise
like a skyscraper
like i know nothing about it
like i'm not effected at all
though deep inside
only God knows
how i live
days by days
i stumble
i fall
i pray
i cry
i laugh
i feel confused
my mood swings
everything
only God knows
and all that you do
judge and love
to see me fall
hate to see
me laugh and happy
i won't forget.

MEMORY

I'll miss
the good old times
my childhood
my achievements
the birthday celebrations
the places i visited
the music i used to hear
the song i used to sing
the craziness of being
teenagers
the love that i felt
when i remember
those little things
i realized
how wonderful life is
there are bright days
not just gloomy ones
but being myself
being a human
we tend to focus
on the pain and suffering
on people who break us down
but i just
don't want to be a victim
anymore
really
i need to stand on my feet
i need to be true to myself
i need to be myself.

NOT SAME

When I look at you
the feeling is till
the same
nothing changes at all
i still smile
like a child
like i'm eager
to meet you
though we
won't be the same
anymore.

BETRAYAL

That betrayal
i feel
i can't describe
how i feel
until now
the scars are there
i become guarded
insecure
self-defeated
self-aware
self-absorbed
i find it hard
to trust people
i rather be alone
at least
loneliness is better
than betrayed
by people
i trust
with my heart.

GHOST - Ingrid Michaelson

Do you remember when the walls fell
Do you remember the sound that the door made when you closed it on me
Do you know that I went down to the ground
Landed on both my broken-hearted knees

I didn’t even cry
'Cause pieces of me had already died

I’m a ghost
Haunting these halls
Climbing up walls that I never knew were there
And I’m lost
Broken down the middle of my heart, heart
I’m broken down the middle of my heart, heart, heart

You know you make me a ghost
You make me a ghost

I’m an invisible disaster
I keep trying to walk but my feet don’t find the solid ground
It’s like living in a bad dream
I keep trying to scream but my tongue has finally lost its sound

I’ve got to say goodbye
To the pieces of me that have already died

I’m a ghost
Haunting these halls
Climbing these walls that I never knew were there
And I’m lost
Broken down the middle of my heart, heart
I’m broken down the middle of my heart, heart, heart

You know you make me a ghost
Oh, you make me a ghost
You make me a ghost
(You take the breath all away from me, you take it away)
You make me a ghost

I don’t cry
I don’t try anymore

I’m a ghost
I’m a ghost
And I’m lost
Broken down the middle of my heart, heart
I’m broken down the middle

I’m a ghost
Haunting these halls
Climbing up walls that I never knew were there
And I’m lost
Broken down the middle of my heart, heart
I’m broken down the middle of my heart, heart, heart

You know you make me a ghost
You make me a ghost

WANNA BE HERE

HOW

TAKING RISK

THINK

DON'T WORRY

LIFE LESSON

DON'T LOSE HOPE

SIMPLE LIFE

ADVENTURE

FLOATING LIKE A LEAF

IT'S JUST LIFE

DEEP

it takes months
for me 
to realize
the priority 
in life
what matters most?
who cares?
months really months
and you
grab it in seconds
make me doubting
make me feel
insecure
worry
unhappy
sad
angry
sick
yes, i feel sick
and I just keep going
like nothing happens
though i hurt deeply.

DARK POEM

Life
what so special about it?
we chase the property
competing with other
showing off to others
what so special about it?
don't want to be left behind
don't want to be less
cause in the end
what is matter?
what we get?
what so special about life?

ME

dizzy

feeling unwell

so sick

of life

of everything

things will be better

i hope

though now is good

but

i lost

my sense of planning

my self-worth

myself.

"Clarity" (Zedd feat. Foxes)

High dive into frozen waves where the past comes back to life
Fight fear for the selfish pain, it was worth it every time
Hold still right before we crash 'cause we both know how this ends
A clock ticks 'til it breaks your glass and I drown in you again

'Cause you are the piece of me I wish I didn't need
Chasing relentlessly, still fight and I don't know why

If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy?
If our love's insanity, why are you my clarity?

(Hey-ay, hey-ay-ay. Hey-ay, hey-ay-ay. Hey-ay, hey-ay-ay. Hey-ay, hey)

If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy?
If our love's insanity, why are you my clarity?

Walk on through a red parade and refuse to make amends
It cuts deep through our ground and makes us forget all common sense
Don't speak as I try to leave 'cause we both know what we'll choose
If you pull then I'll push too deep and I'll fall right back to you

'Cause you are the piece of me I wish I didn't need
Chasing relentlessly, still fight and I don't know why

If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy?
If our love's insanity, why are you my clarity?

(Hey-ay, hey-ay-ay. Hey-ay, hey-ay-ay. Hey-ay, hey-ay-ay. Hey-ay, hey)

Why are you my clarity?
Why are you my remedy?
Why are you my clarity?
Why are you my remedy?

If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy?
If our love's insanity, why are you my clarity?