I LIE

I lie to you
cause I don't want
to look stupid
to  look weak.

I lie to you
pretend nothing happened
the truth is
it haunts me everyday.

I lie to you
cause I want you to be happy
and it's my pride
I don't want you
to feel bad.

I pretend 
I'm alright
the truth is
I'm not
I need you
I want to talk to you
I want to hear your story.

I'm lost without you
I'm losing you
somehow
I'm losing myself
cause
I've put my trust on you
and
you have taken it away.

You treat me like a garbage
I deserved that 
I know
and now you'll see
I played a victim
though I try to be strong
a part of me
have been taken away
by YOU!