move on
easier said than done
what the hell is that?
you move on
then people look down at you
people treat you like dirt
ignoring you talking
better be alone
talking with own self
than let others define
what you say
what you think
who you are
like you're a weirdo
made you feel isolated.
giggle than laugh
people perceive you weak
full of positive thought
than be taken advantage on
it might be black and white thinking
but really it seems
life is unfair
life is impossible
to seek truth
keep wandering
keep wondering
till you feel exhausted.
religion
culture
feminism
natural disasters
politic
all seem real
though they're not always real
just your perception
people might call you delusion
they don't understand
what you're talking about
what you're babbling about
ask you to be clear
ask you to be friendly.
you left nowhere to go
finding oneself
like having BPD
people just don't understand
either do I
I don't understand people
life it seems weird
contradiction is everywhere
seeking for perfection
like seeking for gold
not easy
truly exhausting.
put it in small picture
I just want to be alive
and feel alive
live as I will
so what I want to do
I don't like people
tell me what to do
however the physical reality
money is important
no money no talk
being rich then do as you may
though not always true
somehow it is
being rich and free
everyone wants it
small percentage has it.
one day someday
I'll be that small percentage
like Julia Roberts said
skinned knees can be healed
but broken hearts
are impossible
forever hurt
the scars are there
left you wonder
how to trust anyone
when you are betrayed
and hurt much.
I'm not kind either
but I'm sick of playing fair
than end up hurt
because of you
the suppressed emotions
cannot be hidden anymore
it bursts
and everyone sees
the real of you
and you left alone
hurting yourselves
set the bar high.
It is alright
I know where I'm going
I know future holds me luck
at least I believe
and when I died
I have no regrets.
-A broken heart-
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